+ friendly
+ outgoing
+ loves to rp
+ loyal
+ sensitive
+ artistic
+ likes south park, katekyo hitman reborn, pandora hearts, amatsuki, kingdom hearts, death note, persona, tales of

- opinionated
- temperamental
- too sensitive

Posts vary from fandom related things, to tmi, to daily life things and rants, RP, and art posts.

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Thank you plaids and disbelieves for my christmas cookiiiieeeees. I know it's a free v-gift but baw. I HAD THE BIGGEST SMILE WHEN I LOOKED IN MY INBOX. I feel all spoiled and rkghdjrhk baaaw. I have warm fuzzlies in my insides. CCCCC: Thank you so much.


AND YOU.

YOU

YOOOOOOOU

I'm lookin' at you, ronsencock skdeth jrldthjhjghjkd thank you so much for the paid account and userpics. dfjs YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO I AM SO SPOILED AAAAAH BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH YOU'RE TOO SWEET TO ME. SDFJGKFBJGBD

It also snowed last night! FINALLY... But none of it stayed on the ground. :c What is up, Canada? We're supposed to, according to the unwise, be snowy ALL THE TIMES. WHERE ARE YOU SNOW. It doesn't feel like Christmas at all. .-.

Anyway! uhm. :la

hm.


OH!

Dragon Age is amazing. +_+ amazing. I kinda wanna RP out some of this romance between my character and Zevran but lmao who rp's from DA... especially with their own main character. SYD YOU ARE LAME FOR FOREVER. But oh my god it's not just the one sex scene and that's it, no no! It actually develops and you can have sex ALL THE TIME. lmao. Once we had sex four times in one night. P: HOT DIGGITY DAMN. ELVES, THEY ARE INSATIABLE. f-fff. And what's really cool is like, other party members start to notice you two and like, comment about the relationship. c: heeeee THIS GAME.

Also, I finally got me a dwarven party member. I LOVE HIM. HE'S SO GRUFF AND BAW. I WANT ONE. I WANT A GRUFF, SMELLY, ALE DRINKING DWARF YOU GUYS TO CALL MY OWN. BAAAAW.

Although I AM curious when you make a dwarf character. :la the sex scenes.

...

*tempted to make a dwarf now for curiosity sake*

ALSO. THERE IS A FUCKING BROTHEL IN THE GAME AND YOU CAN USE IT. YOU CAN HAVE MANSEX IN THERE TOO. I DID. THRICE. AND LMAO YOU HEAR MOANS AND SHIT AND SUNDAY WAS GAYSEX DAY IT WAS AMAZING.

/STOPS GUSHING NOW AND GOES BACK TO PLAY IT

ffff this week will be good I can feel it. Hey, maybe I'll even get a jorb this week.

UH THIS IS A LONG, STUPID AND POINTLESS ENTRY SORRY GAIZ.

BAW THANKS FOR MY GIFT earmuffs C: Kinda made me want a christmas cookie something fierce. I should start baking some, 'tis the season. ALTHOUGH the store has yet to stock eggnog. :I Come on, store, get with the holly jolly program. If I don't get eggnog in my in the first week of December then I am an unhappy Syd. :I

IT'S TRADITION.

Now lesse, what's up with me. Getting into the YGO fandom again, have a hankering to RP as Malik, JOU-FACE or Bakura again. 'dunno who, I am indecisive. Also, L4D2 keeps fagging out on me when I play on campaign. I may have fixed the problem but am too wary to check just yet.

Uhm. I need to watch that Star Trek movie. Just for young Bones if nothing else.

DAMMIT JIM I'M A DOCTOR. NOT A WAFFLE.

Also I need to post in kingdomdressing again. IT'S BEEN AGES. I liked playing with tosnipe and xived but idk what to do. .-. I also have a billion tags to catch up on but lj is being assy so I don't bother.

AND I RENTED DRAGON AGE ORIGINS.

I RENTED IT FOR THE BUTTSEX. I STAYED FOR THE AWESOME.

Apparently you can't be gay with Allistar. :c I was wooing him since the beginning with my man elf. BAW. NO HUMAN PENIS IN MY ELF BUM. /LAMENTS LOSS FOREVER

But like. I will woo the other elf man, seeing as he has been checking me out. THE FLIRTING IS AMAZING. unf. Everything else about this game is great.

ALSO LEGEND OF ZELDA PHANTOM TRACKS IS OUT AAAAAAH. WE WANTS IT PRECIOUS.

uh what else idk. I'm all over the place.

My paid account expires tomorrow. GOODBYE, IT WAS FUN.

Now I need to choose which 15 icons I want, out of my glorious 101. YEAH OKAY THAT WON'T BE DIFFICULT.

ALSO DONKEYS.

Jesus christ, why does my dad keep unplugging my tablet. >/

/fucking superglues it into the usb port

I never use this icon. /POINTLESS UPDATE. SPAMMIN' UR FLIST. ... My account and icons are expiring in a few days. I'M ALLOWED.


GOD MY STOMACH HURTS.

Subject/first sentence of each entry per month.

(Starting from April because that's when I made this journal, yeah? Ain't going back to my old one for the other months. SORRY.)

April:
I need to find a better layout, that I'm not retarded with.

May:
Derp. Drew Skull. P:

June:
grifed (5:49:41 PM): aah that was all very dramatic and I feel sick.

July:
Yesterday was Canada's birthday!

August:
HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TO ALL THOSE I HAVE MISSED BECAUSE MY INTERNET WAS A DILLWEED LAST WEEK..

September:
So fucking bored, holy shit

October:
MY LOVE FOR KINGDUM HAAAARTS HAS BEEN REKINDLED.

November:
I danced in the rain today.

December:
I wish I could hibernate.

IN CONCLUSION... idk. I'm tired. and cold. /rolls back into bed .-.

I wish I could hibernate.

Replaying the first AC and god Desmond is the cutest thing. dsjgvfkd

Desmond: This is so FUCKED. *GESTURES MADLY*
Lucy: ... Bl
Desmond: Well it is.

Also, doucheAltair is my flavorite. I LOVE HIM WHEN HE GETS RID OF THE ATTITUDE TOO, I DO. BUT DANG. He is so HOT right now. All defiant and assy.

*FAP*

And Desmond's sarcasm makes me smile.

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This fucking amused me so damn hard today. WARNING IT'S LIKE. AN HOUR LONG. But Brad + The Grudge game = fucking hilarious

I have to admit, it gave me the jibblies and I jumped and 'eep!'d a few fucking times. And hid my face behind my hands for the rest. /PUSSY

Jesus these mood swings need to gtfo. .-.

I'm in a good mood, but not. But yes, but no. Being an indecisive bitch is tiring like I don't even. ffft. I want to play Prototype but idk how bad my late fee is and blah blah. Idk what I want to do, I'm bored, but have tags, I wanna draw but can't do anything halfway nice.

UGH.

This half melted chocolate is delicious.

My butt is itchy.

Hwurgh.

/GOES TO TAG PEOPLE ON TLH AND WHATEVER.

Oh man this morning I sneezed while drinking my cereal milk and it went everywhere and I still smell milky apple jacks. TRUE STORY.

...

I totally killed like. A group of four people accidentally in one fell swoop when I was trying to ASS ASS INATE a guard.

Holy balls, Ezio. A little over enthused, are we?

I was ridonkulously bored this morning and had a bad stomach ache, so naturally I decided to shoot zombies and don my paparazzi hat once more. I bring ten pictures this time, from The Parish level- which is by far one of the damn hardest, it made me angry. That fucking bridge is DEATH'S BRIDGE. I swear to god. Tank + bridge = FALLING TO YOUR DOOM.

Anyway. On to the pictures!

( In which Francis sorta makes an appearance? )

Next time I WILL bring you guys a charger, promise. I might even do picture tours of the levels and so on.


Ugh. Stomach still hurts, and I am very tired. Might nap.

ffff it's not normal to have really bad stomach aches/cramps every morning, is it?


oh well. *goes to play left 4 dead 2*

Today is a shitty fucking day, dad is drunk off his ass and he wanted me to go to the bank for him and I rolled my eyes then he got all high and mighty on my ass, saying all I do is sit like a lump and how tiring it must be for me to not do anything ever. Fff, yeah okay. God I hate alcoholics. Apparently since I'm unemployed I'm less than dirt. Lovely.

I wanted to play some more AC2, but I got out of the room fast. I am not going to sit here and listen to him trash me all dang day. Even Ezio's hotness and how fun this game is, hell I'm about to use the FLYING MACHINE but I can't be in here. Dammit.

It's not like I'm not looking for a job or anything. I had to brush off a few people last week without even saying anything because I was waiting for a call for a few places I applied to. I'm never going to get a job at this rate and I need one more than anything. I am NOT moving out with dad. Fuck that. I'd rather live in a box.

Fuck my life.

Seriously.

okay so. waaaaaaay too early in the morning to kill zombies or function in any reasonable way. but i don't caaaare. *double clicks on l4d2*

will also gush about ac2 later. ezio is so fucking cute. i think he and my altair need to meet sometime. ezio can teach him charm! and altair can teach him some leet skills. also leonardo is also adorable baw.


ANYWAY ZOMBIES. BRB.

Fuck bees.

So like, dad said he was going to let it download all night, it being Left 4 Dead 2 of course, and when I was up only 27% was loaded so I highly doubted that. So I swore and napped for five hours wherein it was up to like 64% and I was all 'meh, it will be done by 5, that gives me an hour to play and glee and fag over the awesome that is killing fucking zombies.' YEAH WELL. NO. While I was playing Banjo Kazooie Nuts n Bolts (THAT GAME. HNNNGH. FUCKING FRUSTRATES ME LIKE NOBODIES BUSINESS) I wasn't paying attention and some windows update caused the computer to like reboot.

...

So I put in the password for windows then let everything load, yadda yadda, open Steam and GUESS WHAT.


:I

It started downloading. from. 0. ...again.

SO NOW IT'S AT 37% and 3 hours and 39 minutes to go. So basically it will be ready to play when dad gets home and goes on the computer.

OH MY LIFE. I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW TO PLAY. NOT EVEN FOR LONG BECAUSE I'M GOING OUT

/LOSES THE INTERNET

Okay, real post times! ...Maybe. idk. lD I want to give a thank you to everyone who replied to my post yesterday, all ready to come to my defense when I need it. Jesus I almost cried I was so moved. skldfjhdsk I KNOW THAT SOUNDS STUPID AND LAME but like, I am so used to people not believing anything I say, and believing the shit people say about me. So to have confirmation that you guys like me and everything. dfsjksd /GUSHES SO HARD YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW.

I really appreciate you guys. All of you on my flist. SO MUCH LOVE AND UNICORNS AND KITTENS. It felt good to get that all off my chest, I've been holding it in for months now, but the time had come. I have so many more important things to worry about, you know? Like finding a job and moving out, the anxiety that comes from having to e-mail my mother because I need my winter jacket and boots and I really don't want to e-mail her. But I am, right now. dsfjkd ugh. GODDAMN WEATHER, WHY SO COLD? And just yeah. I don't have time or the energy for fucking internet rp wank from two bitches who won't let grudges die. I really really don't. I mean for chrissakes, it's like fuckig high school, and I'm too old to act like a bitchy teenage girl.

Now lesse. Ugh... fff. Took a minute there to e-mail mother. :/ It was like, two sentences. I don't even want to try and be civil to her, since she doesn't even bother with me anymore. I just want my jacket and boots. That's all. I hope she didn't throw them away, but I won't hold my breath. Dad still doesn't know about the huge falling out we had in august, and I don't want him to know. Because he's an assy alcoholic and he'd phone and it would be a messy thing and I can't handle that right now, on top of everything else. I need to come up with a good excuse for not going down for Christmas like I usually do. Maybe I'll lie and say her and Daniel are going on vacation or something for Christmas, and I'll get my card or whatever later. Unless we patch things up for the Holidays, but I highly doubt it. I always try to be optimistic for this time of year, but I am so tired of being the only one in this family who loves Christmas, I'm going to end up like them. Miserable and assy.

Ugh.

I hope I get a job soon. I just want out. I don't need or want them anymore. I want my own family and people who actually love and appreciate me. That's not too much to ask, is it?

AAAAAAAANYWAY. THIS IS ALL VERY DEPRESSING. MOVING ON.

Uhm. I might get another new layout, at first I loved this one now I'm like 'meh'. So yeah. And dad is going to try and get me Assassin's Creed 2 tonight, but if he can't he's buying me Left 4 Dead 2 tomorrow. Win-win either way. I get a new vidya game and much fun will be had everywhere. I also need to make sure Thursday is an empty day, going out with chanobear FOR REALS THIS TIME, RIGHT? RIGHT. C: Just need to peddle bus fare like a hobo and I'll be set to go. GOD I AM SO POOR IT'S AMAZING.

Aaaand you'll have to wait a liiittle while longer creativexwonder for your picture. c: I'm doing it in a way that 2-3 orgy members are in the same panel, then I'll put it all together. It's gonna be pretty big, here's hoping it won't suck!

I also wanna draw some Altair and Malik chibis. But like, I always forget what they're wearing because I don't come equipped with a memory drive. ZING. ... bahaha.

Jesus crap this is long. I'm cold and I want the ice cream I bought last night but I have a stomach ache. And it's hard to play Silent Hill Homecoming when I'm right here and the TV screen is WAAAAAY over there. I have goose bumps, brrr chilly. And these pickled eggplant strips are not spicy, the jar says spicy BUT IT LIED. >/

Okay, dog is barking. Brb beating her up. (lmao no, I am not cruel to animals. EVEN IF SHE'S FUCKING ANNOYING. HNNNNGH.)

Poll #1485943
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 8

What should I get first?

Getting them both either way. Just one of 'em next week, the other for Christmas. I can't decide.

Help?

Yay! C:

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I ate three donuts. :I